To The Little Owl

I'm sorry for all the annoying, awkward, weird things i do to you. Just know that I do it out of love. Your a pretty freaking amazing person, and even more amazing that you put up with me. Lets make this year worth while, I'll try to be less annoying, I promise. I'll get over...

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Well hi, breathing has become a thing that I need to remember to do. That is really frustrating. Here are some things that keep me breathing: Music. By far number one is music. Reading. Shakespeare, and Harry Potter. Really cute old couples. There is a quintessential cute...

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Quote III

"I'm not a river or a giant bird That soars to the sea And if I'm never tied to anything I'll never be free   I wanted magic shows and miracles Mirages to touch I wanted such a little thing from life I wanted so much I never came close, my love We never came near It never...

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Quote II

~Molly Peter and the Star Catch...

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Life Is But A Dream

          I used to think that time was important. I thought I needed to hold on to the future, and nothing else. Then you walked in, and time slowed down. But then you left, and time sped up again, and all this time has passed and I can't stop thinking...

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Things I Love: Part 1

*The feeling that comes right after tons of company leaves, and the house is silent and still. *Going to my loft to read or listen to music or just think. *The twinkle of tiny lights amid the black night. *Brushing my teeth. *Breathing in the warm air when taking a shower. *Listening...

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Threads and Summer and Balloons and Canyons

  I'm off to the last road trip of the Summer. Now I can reflect on everything. This Summer was nothing like last Summer and I don't want to talk about it, but I wish this one could have been more like last year's. My skin is starting to peel from my sunburns/tans...

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Black Folder

      Your so called "black folder" is so unattractive. I cringed when you first told me about it. We all have our "black folder" but some of us let it consume us. You have let it consume you. I want to help you so desperately, but you have to let me in. Try to remember who you are, for that person was beautiful inside and out. You are...

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Please Little Lamb...

        I know you aren't trying to hurt me, but that is what is hurting me the most. Can't you see that I treasure every moment I'm with you? I still have the letter you gave me a year ago, and I read it constantly. I bet you didn't know...

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Goodbye

          The most painful goodbye is one that is not explained. So here it goes... To the Demons,         Nobody likes you, go home. Love, Jack To the person I've never met,         I used...

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What Am I...

What I see...         I see the beautiful sunset. It's orange and pink. The sky above me is a lovely blue, and behind me, it's a delicious purple sprinkled with twinkling lights. Cars are driving past me, and the lights flash on me for a split second making...

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Quiet

My heart is clouded and confused. It used to beat with a certain joyous rhythm, but the beats have become unsteady. I'm just waiting for it to get back to its normal tempo like it always does, but it hasn't yet. You need to help me to remember to breathe, slowly and steadily....

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Thank You

This is the first time I've ever done one of these types of posts. However, through doing this, I have learned that there is a lot of things and people in this world to be grateful for. Thank you Heeley. You have helped me see the world in a different perspective, more different...

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1:10 A.M.

        I had such high hopes that I would be able to sleep on the plane, but that dream has been horribly crushed.  Why did I even think that I could sleep on a plane when the only other time that I could do it included a first class seat.  Tomorrow is going to suck.  I just wish that I could sleep, but sitting in...

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Chocolate Semifreddo.

They were old and in the hospital, her time was coming to an end.  He sat by her side as he had done for the past 62 years.  He always loved her, and he would continue to love her.  His hands warmed hers as her heart beat slowed.  He wasn't sad, he didn't...

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Another Palette Cleanser: Quote Three.

“Don’t tell me the moon is shining; show me the glint of light on broken glass.” | Anton Chekov...

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My Mind: chopped and fried with a garnish of madness.

I'm a spontaneous person, right?  I mean, sometimes you say that I have to think through everything I do before I do it, but I have my moments of sheer blind spontaneity.  That is the problem with me.  I either overthink and overanalyzes things to the point...

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A Palette Cleanser: Quote Two.

“Your life is an occasion. Rise to it.” | Suzanne Weyn, Mr. Magorium’s Wonder Emporium...

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The Appetizer: A Refreshing, Light Salad.

          The sun rose.  It was unspeakably beautiful.  The long trek up the mountain that started at 3 in the morning...was finally worth it.  No one spoke a word.  We could hear birds singing, and that was all.  It was like...

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Quote One

One of the most memorable quotes I know came from a random place.  While my family was on a vacation in San Diego, we decided to go swimming.  My aunt was in the hot tub as a really cool, young Australian guy with his children showed up.  His children played...

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Breaking it with the work I won't do.

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vorfreude

Hey there.  I've thought about you a lot while I'm dreaming.  Whether that is day or night, I guess you could say both.  It's what gets me off my lazy bum and start doing things.  My life is quite blurry at times, but there are a few things that I can...

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flame and smoke

His hands were charred from the fire and bleeding from the lacerations.  He looked up at what he had done then back at his hands.  He fell to his knees with his head down and wept.  His face would be in his hands if it weren't for the burns.  This had...

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Back in the summer.

I am sorry. I am sorry that I lied after you told the truth. The distant sound of the children playing on the playground behind us mixed with the sound of the stream at our feet and the breeze through the tree that stretched above us.  The sun was about to set, ...

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The Two Wolves

     Everything around me is blurry. Time is moving too fast for me to keep up, but too slow to feel alive.  My body seems so heavy to hold up, and it feels like a chore to breathe.  My eyes allow me to see only the bad and ugly things.     ...

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la douleur exquise

He is courageous, bold, full of light, She is smart, pretty, inventive. He catches the wind like a kite, She is at the end holding firm. He loves that he can talk to her, She loves the sparkle in his eyes. He has big plans for his future, She lives in the present moment. He...

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If

      This is one of my favorite poems.  It takes so much courage and strength to do the things it says.  As I relate to these things in my life, I realize that I have a long way to go.  I am good in some areas, but worse in others. ...

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